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Worst Diagnosis they could of made

Worst Diagnosis they could of made

FootballcrazyP_

FootballcrazyP_

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Many years ago, I was happy to get my Emotional Unstable Personality Disorder, It pretty much got me help I needed. But today I now feel its the worst ever, WHY?

Every time I go Hospital, every time I speak to GP, I get fobbed off. My blood pressure is way over the top. I am still full of Hives, left hand is weak as shit. And they keep telly me its my Anxiety cause by my EUPD. Basically EUPD is an Umbrella for people with conditions that can't be fixed easily, like PTSD. Its the scrap heap. For years I have been hoping to get better and contribute more to society, But I keep getting fobbed off. Dermatology answer to my legs randomly bleeding is wear Tights, What sort of treatment is that? I tried it for a few days, it stops you itching etc, but I gave up, still bleed and I'm a fucking bloke. 6 years of this Crap. Hey the issue can't be from when I nearly died in 2019? Or Covid in 2021 when I went for 8 minutes, just a random 8 minute gone nothing. Could it be the Hives that i get when faced with Mould? Or my seriously high blood pressure that seems to be my Anxiety.

Last year I had to have an opp, because the A&E Consultant so my EUPD diagnosis and decide I was over reacting to the pain. Popped the Cist that was 3 inches and pushing on my spine, and I had to go back in the next day losing a shot load of Blood.

My blood results are always high specially the white cells. So because I witnessed people die in a coach fire on the Motorway, because I found some knob that killed his family in a car full of fumes in Brockhalls woods, because I found my Step Mum dead, because the baby sitter did something that in todays world would of got jailed, because I was attacked in my home home and stabbed for my Mobile phone and my dad would beat us for our issue instead of being a Dad. I have to be put on the scrap heap and not taken seriously.

During tonights game I was struggling, after the game I went up to A&E, Blood pressure 218/198 and pulse 91. 2 fucking hours to be total its my Anxiety. Seriously what the fuck.

I am just ranting off and telling people today don't accept the EUPD diagnosis, tell them you want a full and proper Diagnosis and treatment.

I didn't know about this EUPD thing until a few weeks ago when the BBC did an article Personality disorder patients let down by 'misleading' diagnosis

Is EUPD a severe mental illness?

Yes, emotionally unstable personality disorder (EUPD) is a serious mental illness that can be life-threatening. It can cause intense mood swings, self-harm, and suicidal thoughts.
Symptoms
Extreme mood swings, from happiness to sadness
Difficulty regulating emotions
Self-harm or suicidal thoughts
Instability in relationships
Problems with daily tasks
Difficulty keeping jobs
Substance abuse
Treatment
Psychological therapy, such as dialectical behavior therapy (DBT)
Care program approach (CPA), which includes assessments, care plans, and reviews
Risks
Higher risk of suicide, depression, anxiety, substance abuse, and self-harm
Complications such as accidental injury and homicide
Support
If you're struggling with EUPD, you should reach out for professional help and open up to a loved one
You can also educate yourself on the condition through the NHS or Rethink Mental Illness website
Other conditions
EUPD often co-exists with other psychological health conditions, such as depression, anxiety, or eating disorders.

Thats what they say yet, if you don't fit into the substance abuse, if you respect others because you don't want them to have the shit your going through, you ain't getting no help. Its fucking Bullshit.

Right I have ranted, time to take my meds like a good boy and go bed and hope I wake up in the Morning.

From my Blood Pressure Machine.
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That list of symptoms seem pretty standard for a North End supporter 😬
Joking aside... sounds like you've really been through it – hard to imagine what you've had to deal with.
Like others have said... stay strong, look after yourself best you can, don't just get fobbed off keep at them and hopefully you'll get the care and attention you need.
 
Sounds to me like you have a number of issues that have never been addressed and are all coming at you at once. Noone can absorb that much.
So ...you did right by getting it off your chest..we are all here to help and advise in little ways that we can or point you in the right direction or at least be an ear to listen.
I would say that a trip to the Dr to get put on the list for some stress councilling as a starter, you need someone who is a professional to talk to and get the ball running.
Secondly get to the Docs for a meds review. You could be on the wrong meds...it happens.
Thirdly if you need any help or support ffs dm any of us....dont sit there in a melt....its fucking horrible....we are all here pal.
 
beagleman said:
Sounds to me like you have a number of issues that have never been addressed and are all coming at you at once. Noone can absorb that much.
So ...you did right by getting it off your chest..we are all here to help and advise in little ways that we can or point you in the right direction or at least be an ear to listen.
I would say that a trip to the Dr to get put on the list for some stress councilling as a starter, you need someone who is a professional to talk to and get the ball running.
Secondly get to the Docs for a meds review. You could be on the wrong meds...it happens.
Thirdly if you need any help or support ffs dm any of us....dont sit there in a melt....its fucking horrible....we are all here pal.
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Great post beagle 👍🏻
 
Thanks guys. After posting, I decided to go make a Cuppa, woke up in Hospital so dunno what happened. Finally running some tests as blood pressure is of scale. Somehow all the numbness in my left arm has gone. Now I'm grateful for that, but now have zero feeling in it. Still works, moves etc. But can't feel touch. Great for my bloodiest.

Going to try get some more sleep. Fuckers cut my PNE shirt off me at some point and I got that Doctor who is a lasher again, but despite his team, he's a good guy.

One last thing BP is back down to 189/ 126 pul 47 at the last check.
 
beagleman said:
Sounds to me like you have a number of issues that have never been addressed and are all coming at you at once. Noone can absorb that much.
So ...you did right by getting it off your chest..we are all here to help and advise in little ways that we can or point you in the right direction or at least be an ear to listen.
I would say that a trip to the Dr to get put on the list for some stress councilling as a starter, you need someone who is a professional to talk to and get the ball running.
Secondly get to the Docs for a meds review. You could be on the wrong meds...it happens.
Thirdly if you need any help or support ffs dm any of us....dont sit there in a melt....its fucking horrible....we are all here pal.
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Yep anyone on any meds should be checked every 12 months and if you start a new one make sure you get reviewed in about 3 months or whenever the doc advises
 
FootballcrazyP_ said:
Thanks guys. After posting, I decided to go make a Cuppa, woke up in Hospital so dunno what happened. Finally running some tests as blood pressure is of scale. Somehow all the numbness in my left arm has gone. Now I'm grateful for that, but now have zero feeling in it. Still works, moves etc. But can't feel touch. Great for my bloodiest.

Going to try get some more sleep. Fuckers cut my PNE shirt off me at some point and I got that Doctor who is a lasher again, but despite his team, he's a good guy.

One last thing BP is back down to 189/ 126 pul 47 at the last check.
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That’s a low pulse rate.
 
northender0602 said:
That’s a low pulse rate.
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Just had the early morning check your blood pressure. Does not one sleep in these places. Any BP is 187/99 pul is 52.. if my BP drops below 160/80 they will let me out as they sending me to London for a MRi on the brain a scan on my inner workings. Takes about 5 weeks for an appointment. Part from BP all over the place they can't find anything obvious.slight nerve damage . At least they listening when I saying something isn't right. Had an angiogram which picked up the minor nerve damage, but they don't think it's that.
 
FootballcrazyP_ said:
Just had the early morning check your blood pressure. Does not one sleep in these places. Any BP is 187/99 pul is 52.. if my BP drops below 160/80 they will let me out as they sending me to London for a MRi on the brain a scan on my inner workings. Takes about 5 weeks for an appointment. Part from BP all over the place they can't find anything obvious.slight nerve damage . At least they listening when I saying something isn't right. Had an angiogram which picked up the minor nerve damage, but they don't think it's that.
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PM me if you need a new North End shirt. I'll gladly replace it for you.

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raefil said:
My resting heart rate is consistently around the 45 mark and has dropped into the high 30s when sleeping. ECGs showns no problem tho
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athletes have a low pulse, I’m no athlete. Nurse at work said I could be bradychardic at the time. I find that the Lower my pulse the higher my blood pressure, but everyone is different
 
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